This is so bloody frustrating. I have all these tasks thrown to my face, I have to sit through stupid classes, take pathetic exams, deal with my friends' love problems, and even my own. I HAVE A BLOODY LIFE TOO. I love someone too, I stress with things too. I can't always deal with your problems, you can't always depend on me. You need to grow strong. You HAVE to grow strong. If not, nothing good will come out of your problems if you continue to be so fragile and weak. I have to deal with annoying people at times too, sometimes people who just can't seem to read the damned atmosphere even if it's bloody obvious; sometimes people who act like 10 year olds, but are actually 17, sometimes people who just don't listen. I wanna confide in someone. But I'll just be adding on to the shitload he/she bear. I don't like to depend on people. But sometimes I don't have a choice. And love ain't working shit for me. Boys I love, love someone else. It sucks ass for me, and I hate it. I want someone to hug, to feel his warmth when I'm cold inside, when I'm lonely and afraid. I need someone, but he ain't here. Love ain't working for me. Nothing's working for me. I feel that I might break anytime, even though I try hard as hell to stay strong. Life sucks, it's so easy to find imperfection, so hard to search for perfection. For protection.